One day you called home and suddenly a member of your family tell you that He/She is going blind. What do you do or how do you react to that statement?
Then, months come and again one day you received a call. This time, He/She tells you that the He/She has been to the doctor and the doctor says He/She still has 6 months to live due to kidney problems. What do you do this time? How do you react?
I am sadden when I heard this but I cannot react because I don't know how or what. Dumbfound.
If I can donate my kidney and my eyes, I would but can I do that?
I am walking away now from the reality cause I am scared and afraid.
This reminds me when I was little, at the time when my Poh Poh passed away, I told myself, no one shall goes before me for I do not think I can take the grief that my family members are gone and I am still alive. If anyone were to go, I should be the one first.
What should I do now?
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