It's already been 3 months and I misses the children so much, more than I have imagine. For those who don't know, I have been like working 7 days a week for the past 7 years since I was underage and the weekends are always spend with those children from Tumble Tots. Never in my life, I regretted this kind of life even at times I was so darn tired from working 5 days a week, not having enough sleeps and hated the management. No offence but most people do not like management people. But all these tiredness were swept away everytime you see them smile and gives you a big hug. I felt so stress free and happy. Why? Cause children I just love them and loves does not need any kind of explaination. It's just happened and it's just go on and on.
The very first moment that I know I love children was when I did a social work for my badge during girl guides time in my very own hometown. St. Nicholas was the name of the place.At that time, I still remember I was 13 years old and the moment I saw them, I felt like they need more special care and attention from those who are luckier than them. We should not pity them but instead we should think of them like us. They may not look normal to the rest of the world due to their disability but in every way, they are normal.This reminds me of a few kids from Tumble Tots. They prove themselves to be better than those other normal kids and even at times, it was so hard to take care of them, imagine you running after them round and round but it was worth all those sweats. I had the better memory of them and I will carry them with me always.
Since i went across the sea, I could not help thinking and missing them especially those toddlers whom I have seen since baby till walking and now talking + running. I even can remember how the mom had choosen their name. Once, the elder sister was against the name of Nicholas because Nicholas is the name of Santa Claus and she just don't think Santa Claus would like it. In the end, the parents choosen Nathan instead. Those are the memories of me and the childrens. In the end I hope some of them would remember me. =)
