The Precious

I do not want to post this at first but after reading Chris' blog. I felt I wanna share this with you also. Remember how you once told me inside you car when you were sending me home that " kids are eww till they are 21". That was like few years back and till today I still remember it. And do you still remember what I told you? When you have your own children, you will feel the most extraordinary feelings in this world and this is something no one else can give you but your children.

This whole week has been a roller coaster for me when I heard of the news. I could not help feeling the sorrows and the sadness that you and your wife felt and till today, I am still feeling it. Even I was never there to see both of them, I could felt them. They were like the most precious thing that was added to my heart. I wish I could be there.

As a friend and as you sister and the god mom to your childrens, remember always that I and the rest of the gang will be there to support you. If you need to talk to someone or to cry it all out, you can just call us and we will be there for you. I do not mind if you or your wife called me in the early wee of the mornings.

I know the little one is a fighter and he will survive and grow up to be a healthy boy like his brother. For the one that has left us, God will take good care of him and I am sure of that. He will always be my godson, no matter where he is. I will remember him always and pray for him and his brothers. Believe me when I say this. I do not really pray but for them, I will start.